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Her skin is whiter than porcelain
Her hair and eyes darker than night
No one knows where she came from
Or where she’s going to go
She is The child of the stars

Her mother is Venus
And her father Mars
Most have never seen them
But everyone knows they are there
She is The child of the stars

Her silence is almost defining
Without a word you know she is there
Her name is unknown to most others
But her presence is known by all
She is the child of the stars

And almost as fast as she came she’s gone
She instantly disappears from sight
Some people think that they may have even dreamed her
While others know she is obviously real
She is the child of the stars

Im starting to think
That my heart likes to play games
It likes to fall for impossible people
Or fall at the wrong time
Or the wrong place
Or pretend to fall
But then just trip and fake it
This version of solitaire
is starting to annoy me

I thought I had gotten over him
The thought of him no longer
Made me smile
Or made me happy
But when I heard that
He is going out with her
The girl that has gone out with
Her fair share of boys
And has taken one from me before
I just got mad
Maybe because I never got to be with him
And he was the only one I wanted
And she got him
Although she wanted and got so many more
Maybe I feel horrible
Because all the boys like her for her looks
And I know that I can’t compete well there
Whatever it is
Life is not fair

Hearts beat so hard
And they beat so loud
Bum Ba dum ba dum
Bum Ba dum ba dum
Sometimes you freak
When you see them walking in the crowd
Bum Ba dum ba dum
Bum Ba dum ba dum

But that’s Love
Love
Lovedy love
You can’t stop it
You can’t control it
Its just love
Love
Lovedy love

You think of them
Then they talk to you
Bum Ba dum ba dum
Bum Ba dum ba dum
Your throat gets tight
And your words are part gibberish goo
Bum Ba dum ba dum
Bum Ba dum ba dum

But that’s Love
Love
Lovedy love
You can’t stop it
You can’t control it
Its just love
Love
Lovedy love

No matter what you do
It sneaks up on you
Love
Lovedy love
You just can't run
‘cause here it comes!

It’s that Love
Love
Lovedy love
You can’t stop it
You can’t control it
Its just love
Love
Lovedy love

Pineapple soda
The blazin’ hot sun
Five College visits
And not enough fun

Summer rain
Rainbows afar
Love gone away
And smoking hot cars

In the summer love has hit me
And there’s nothing I can do
Except write some more corny poems
And dream about seeing you

Its too hard to write a love poem
When you know that they’ll read it
Its too embarrassing to know
That they will know how you feel
Its to difficult to come up with the right words
To use that will impress them
And it’s the hardest if they read it
And don’t know its for them

Choo choo trains
Mad man games
The craziness never ends
The farther away
From the light of day
The pig’s heart never mends
Afro time
Jokes and mime
Rainbow come from afar
Winter comes
Chances hum
Love is now on par

………………………………..........………………………………..........………………………………..........………………
………...........Greenish………………………………..........................
…………......Almost bluish ……………………………….....................
…………..Tree out in my yard………………………………................
…………Too tall for an x-mas tree………………………………...........
……………………………But a good home for little birds………………………………...
…………………………Squirrels like you and your branches………………………………...
………………………Ferns grow around the bottom of your trunk ………………………………
……………………Keeping you roots warm on cold snowy nights………………………………

Second warning: This is just a rant and its just to steam out feelings. *As always* It was written by just writing down what I thought when I thought it, so its not organized at all. Enjoy!!!

I want to tell you so much
But I could never muster up the courage
So it must stay in my heart
At least I can write it out
Hoping that someday you will read it
And maybe even understand it
But until then
It will remain hidden from the world
Well,
Anyone not in the writing community
So this is it.
I love you
And I miss you
You are so close to being the perfect guy
*No one’s perfect
But you are pretty darn close. Lol *
Don’t get me wrong,
But perfect can’t be too incredibly real
Well
Maybe it can
I mean
A sunset is perfect
Isn’t it?
Sunsets remind me of your eyes
Its not the color though
I’m not sure why…
Its almost like you are a sunset...
well
a sunset with an alien abducting someone
but thats not the point...
Oh gosh…

Your love is warm
But you act so cool
You’re sometimes a jester
But never a fool

Your hugs are so tight
And your words so sweet
You’re incredibly handsom
From your head to your feet

Your eyes are so bright
And so is your smile
You have an amazing personality
And an impeccable style

You are just so fun to be with
Oh I love you so
But to be truthful
You sound like a geek
When you say “Dude! Yo!!!”

Things just happen between people
That push them apart
From the beginning
I talked to you almost everyday
You were always there for me
You complemented me
And gave me confidence
At the start
You were a friend
And even for a short time
I had a crush on you
But you started saying things
that pushed me away
I thought we were just friends
Until one night
We were talking online
About past loves
And how I haven’t had
My first kiss
You asked me out
But I didn’t feel the same way
I had to say no
For a while after
You wouldn’t talk to me
Then the only things you could say
Were insults
“You should give up
He’d never like you.”
“You don’t have a chance.”
“Your singing is so bad
It makes me want to kill myself
By running into oncoming traffic.”
That last one hurt the most
But I couldn’t let it show
“Good”
I replied
Trying to let the hurt show in my voice
“Then I’ll make sure to keep singing”

This is just an idea for a song, but I just cant think of what I should do for the rest of it, but at least I have a reframe. ^_^

I love the way you make me feel
Its anything you do
Call my name
Hold my hand
Just being in the same room
I love the way you make me feel

When I hear your voice,
I start to smile
It’s the accent I think
When I see your eyes
I fill with wonder
But you free me with a wink

When I smell your cologne
I close my eyes
But you are still there in my mind
And when I feel your touch
Your gentile curls
All of my troubles are left behind

A note from the Author
You all knew it would be here. This is a twist off from The Boy Who Never Truly Lived. This is following the narrator’s life after the other story. It tells of love, dreams, friends, and whatever else happens to the narrator in her life. Enjoy!

Almost everyday the musician comes over
Sometimes we go for walks
Sometimes picnics
Sometimes we just goof around
Its wondrous being with the musician
He’s quite the gentleman
He’s tall and pale and skinny as a bored
But he is also very muscular
He came from the country and isn’t afraid of hard work
He has shoulder length curly hair
Its such a deep dark shade of brown
He likes vintage tees and isn’t afraid to wear pink
He actually looks really good in pink
He believes in sharing an umbrella
Holding doors open for people
And tightly hugging me for long periods of time
He is really quite something
And on top of all that
He has an amazing sense of humor

I now see that
The Boy doesn’t need or want any help
Learning to live
He doesn’t deserve the title
“The Boy who never truly lived”
Anymore
He’s outgrown it
He has learned to live alone
He does enjoy the company of his friends
But he enjoys his solitude more
Someday I realize that we will have to part ways
Our paths have crossed for a while
But they will someday go different ways
That’s fine
We will always be friends
And if we ever want to talk or see each other again
We can stray from our paths for a while
And enjoy the fields or forests in between.
The End