Dec 10

Quiet

Quiet
is the house
of screaming
silence

Quiet
are the stars
blasting
their twinkles

Quiet 
is the crawling
rays of the sun
reaching their hands over the
horizon

Quiet
is the gentle
tapping of my computer keys
Dec 10

Different; Inferior

"they are
different

they are
wrong

you must not
talk to
them

or
be near
them

you must
ignore
them.

and
belittle
them"

is what i'm told
but what if i don't 
want to 
listen?

"you must not
drink
their
water

or use
their
bathrooms

or learn from
their
schools

or play with
their
children"

is what i'm told
but what if i don't 
want to 
listen?

"you
have the
right

to the
front
of the bus
they
do
not

you
have the
right

to safe
and
clean
they
do
not"

is what i'm told
but what if i don't 
want to 
listen?
Dec 09

Unsmiling Strangers

Lyrics From "Waving From A Window" From The Musical Dear Evan Hansen
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kfnMvo87fQU

On the outside, always looking in

am i truly heard?
truly seen?

Will I ever be more than I've always been?

heard and seen for
who i
see myself as?

'Cause I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass

or how i
wish to be seen?

I'm waving through a window

or am i alone
in a world full of unsmiling

I try to speak, but nobody can hear

strangers?

So I wait around for an answer to appear

i keep trying to
find those who smile back at me

While I'm watch, watch, watching people pass
I'm waving through a window

Can anybody see,


did i catch a hint?
Dec 09

The Girl


**All Lyrics By City and Colour**
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mS8xDo-qM8w

I wish I could do better by you
'Cause that's what you deserve

You sacrifice so much of your life
In order for this to work

While I'm off chasing my own dreams
Sailing around the world
Please, know that I'm yours to keep
My beautiful girl

When you cry a piece of my heart dies
Knowing that I may have been the cause

If you were to leave, fulfill someone else's dreams
I think I might totally be lost

You don't ask for no diamond rings
No delicate string of pearls

That's why I wrote this song to sing
My beautiful girl

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Audio download:
The Girl YWP.m4a
Dec 09

I Will Follow You Into The Dark


**All Lyrics By Death Cab For Cutie**
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDHY1D0tKRA

Love of mine, someday you will die
But I'll be close behind and I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight, waiting for the hint of a spark

If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied
And illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me,
Son, fear is the heart of love, so I never went back

If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied
And illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
Audio download:
Into The Dark YWP.m4a
Dec 08

a time for new beginnings

i still remember
and i'm sure that you do too
how you reflect on it
i don't know

but, i'm learning

i've been told
that you've changed
i think that you
may have

and, i'm learning

i know that i
will never
forget it or
forgive it

though, i'm learning

because you were the first one
to teach me
that i wasn't the strongest
and that i had my limits

and, i'm still learning that

but,
someday
maybe soon
i will learn to move on
Dec 08

an end

once upon a time
is the beginning
of fairy tales
that always end with
happily ever after

and we all know that there is no such thing as fairy tales
(because first off you would need fairies to give us our bippity boppity boo)

so because
we don't live in a
fairy tale
does that mean we don't get a
once upon a time
and if we don't get a once upon a time
do we ever get a happily ever after

a beginning or an end

or are we just spinning
through time and space
in the hopes to
avoid collision
Dec 08

Wasted


the ink
splatters
across the page

wasted

...

like flower blossoms
in the fall wind
remembering their days
in the spring
when they could fly
now all they do is drift
and shrivel
in the dead possibility

...
wasted

when the ink 
splattered
across the page
Dec 08

The Mountain

I was once
told
that those who
could not
climb the mountain
did not
deserve
to see the view

I've seen the view,
and
I've known
the top
many times

but for just as many
summits I've had to turn back
because of rain
or
thunder
or
lightning
or
hail
or
maybe it was just because
someone didn't want me up there

and for those who can not climb the mountain
it
may have been
any of those reasons--
because of rain
or
thunder
or
lightning
or
hail

but maybe it wasn't
one of those
reasons...

what if it wasn't their fault?

what if it was no ones fault?

what if no one could have had any say?

and do they still deserve to stare
at the mountains that they have yet to
climb knowing that they never can?

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