I dreamt of a man dark and mysterious, his eyes glowed deep and ingrained in my brain. It put me in this coma of comfort like the mountains I surrender in. Why are you haunting my thoughts? Who allowed you in my head? I guess the feeling of welcoming you gave, let me keep you instead. I've never had this feeling- like I am missing you, the mystery of my dreams I look into you. I associate you with love and good feeling like you took me away from the bad I had reeling. I don't know you, but I feel like I do. It’s like a connection meant to happen but I was too scared to. When the world gives me good, and I feel so misplaced- the voice in my head shows me you are the way. The love I never had, a chance I may have missed, I want to think that maybe it’s you I kissed. The future will I cast your face? A text that I still sit and wait, and you afar and may not know, I am dreaming of you. It’s like a sick feeling when I toss and turn- and mid-dream you were smooth and calm.
I guess the nights the most romantic when the moon casts its spell. The time for me to flirt with you- When my personality isn't hell. When I am clear headed and we were so high. Love can be made and you hold me, with dark skies. The stars glow like our eyes in the light, Buried under blankets I feel more alive. The day has an aroma of roses and spring, and the pancakes in the morning mean more than one thing. But the day isn't as free in time. But I carry you always, day or night. I guess I've been selfish, and need more acceptance in patience, and in life.
I'm wearing a blanket that only covers my upper half. I'm wearing open toed shoes I feel cold, I feel the air touching me. You're arms around me makes me feel secure You're environment, you're home. I need you to help me stay warm When I am alone, I do not know how to work the heater, so show me.
Can you light my fireplace and stay?
Can you bring your bed and blankets, and protect me all The way?
I tried to close all the windows but I was hoping you would blow in, And I'd feel some warm air. Skin is not thick enough to keep in the heat When I am burning, And the only thing I want Is to raid you only of your love Your touch And the security you give me.
It's like I possess bodies. But I just want their hearts. I steal their eyes to see the sky, Slowly taking parts. I gave a range of values, showed them light and dark. But would even myself know, they are hard to see apart.
I wanted them to slowly see, the world's expression showing me. thoughts in the rain, body like snow, Rivers as beautiful as crimson blood flow.
I give out all my knowledge and try to set them free, And eventually that means for them, to end up leaving me
The soft hold and flimsy damp body, held in the very crease of my own arms. Child, oh so small and gently breathing. I stand astounded, in the grace of this small human. the weight of a few mere ounces, as I hold the minor head in the warmth of the calm shower water. Peaceful, mother beauty. Bare, beautiful baby. Birth.