April 29th 2017
She was 13 when i first met her; We fell in love at first sight well atleast i did i fell in love with her long blonde hair and her blue eyes, The way she chuckles when she thinks something is funny but doesnt know whether to laugh or not. She was perfect for me the only thing standing in the way was her boyfriend...she flirted with me called me cute and beautiful but i didnt know what to do or say because she was with someone but my best friend told me that if she wants to ruin her relationship let her just dont be forcing it on her and i was scared but went along with it and we talked we flirted and we hung out june 5th came along and she was at my softball game with my cousin nick and she texted me and told me that she had broken up with her boyfriend because she thought she loved me and i cried i was so happy..i ended up getting the courage to ask her out and that night at approximately 9:37pm she said yes. after that we started hanging out alot and got really close to eachothers families. we hung out alot for the first six months then she got in trouble for having me over without permission one night and after that we werent allowed to spend the night or even hangout for three or four months once we started hanging out again we were at a high in our relationship it was almost 6 months and we could hangout again so we took that time to heart because we didnt see eachother very often because we went to different schools, we celebrated with dinner and laying outside having a fire. Later on in our relationship after 8,9,10 months passed we started fighting more we started getting angry alot and we kept trying to fix it and we did for a good two months then it started up a month after our one year so again we started trying to fix it but then it was getting harded because what she wanted was what i had to do or she was upset and i just didnt want to fight with her anymore so i always and i mean always did what she asked or whatever it was she wanted me to do because she was MY GIRL and i love(d) her with my entire being.We kind of started falling apart and becoming toxic...i hated it i didnt like it neither did she but we were in love we really did not want to leave eachother, at this point its been 18 months together approaching 19 we talked about it and agreed to change to see if we could work out and again we did for a few months around our 21 months (1 year and 9 months) we started to fall apart and we just agreed to break it off with eachother and that maybe a few years in the future we could try it again i really dont want to be without her and we definetly still love eachother, Tomorrow is what wouldve been our 2 year anniversary. I miss her so much and seeing her happy everyday breaks my heart each time i see her and sometimes i wonder how she feels..if she would ever be willing to sit and talk about it
She was 13 when i first met her; We fell in love at first sight well atleast i did i fell in love with her long blonde hair and her blue eyes, The way she chuckles when she thinks something is funny but doesnt know whether to laugh or not. She was perfect for me the only thing standing in the way was her boyfriend...she flirted with me called me cute and beautiful but i didnt know what to do or say because she was with someone but my best friend told me that if she wants to ruin her relationship let her just dont be forcing it on her and i was scared but went along with it and we talked we flirted and we hung out june 5th came along and she was at my softball game with my cousin nick and she texted me and told me that she had broken up with her boyfriend because she thought she loved me and i cried i was so happy..i ended up getting the courage to ask her out and that night at approximately 9:37pm she said yes. after that we started hanging out alot and got really close to eachothers families. we hung out alot for the first six months then she got in trouble for having me over without permission one night and after that we werent allowed to spend the night or even hangout for three or four months once we started hanging out again we were at a high in our relationship it was almost 6 months and we could hangout again so we took that time to heart because we didnt see eachother very often because we went to different schools, we celebrated with dinner and laying outside having a fire. Later on in our relationship after 8,9,10 months passed we started fighting more we started getting angry alot and we kept trying to fix it and we did for a good two months then it started up a month after our one year so again we started trying to fix it but then it was getting harded because what she wanted was what i had to do or she was upset and i just didnt want to fight with her anymore so i always and i mean always did what she asked or whatever it was she wanted me to do because she was MY GIRL and i love(d) her with my entire being.We kind of started falling apart and becoming toxic...i hated it i didnt like it neither did she but we were in love we really did not want to leave eachother, at this point its been 18 months together approaching 19 we talked about it and agreed to change to see if we could work out and again we did for a few months around our 21 months (1 year and 9 months) we started to fall apart and we just agreed to break it off with eachother and that maybe a few years in the future we could try it again i really dont want to be without her and we definetly still love eachother, Tomorrow is what wouldve been our 2 year anniversary. I miss her so much and seeing her happy everyday breaks my heart each time i see her and sometimes i wonder how she feels..if she would ever be willing to sit and talk about it
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