A Million Truths

Truth?
Sometimes,
when I'm alone,
I'll put on my most beautiful dress,
and dance.
Truth?
Sometimes,
I'm afraid to
sleep because
I might not wake up.
Truth?
I'm still in love
with my ex-boyfriend
and I wish we could
be together again.
Truth?
I love the rain
because it makes
me feel like the
sky is crying too.
Truth?
I think my best friend
hates me
and it makes me
feel so empty inside.
Truth?
Somedays
I get home
and go cry in my room,
alone,
with nobody there to comfort me.
Truth?
I push away my
friends when I'm depressed,
because
I
don't
want
to
seem
weak.
Truth?
I used to believe in God,
but then I said
I didn't believe
in him anymore
just to be cool
and at some point
my words became real
and I turned away.
Truth?
I broke up with
my boyfriend
because I was afraid
of him kissing me.
Truth?
Sometimes
I sit in the shower
and cut my wrists.
Truth?
Some nights
I pray that I won't
wake up.
Truth?
When I say I'm fine,
I'm thinking
no i'm not fine,
help me,
please,
I want to live,
but yet I don't.
Truth?
I hate to lie,
but yet I do it
everyday.
Truth?
Sometimes
I just want
to give up
fighting.
Truth?
I'm afraid
of my dad when he gets mad.
Truth?
I'm the only one who gets
beaten by my dad,
I stand in the
way of my sisters
when he goes for them,
but they still
hate me.
Truth?
My life is messed up.
Truth?
I don't want
to lie anymore.

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