So That's It

So thats it

I don't hurt much inside

But is that a good thing?

I miss him, yeah

But it's for the best

Not in the

it's for the 'best'

But it really is

But

Still

I want to be sad

I want to cry

Crying heals the soul

But the tears just wont come

If I miss him, I hurt

If I dont, I didnt care

Either way I'm in pain

I still feel hollow

So hollow

I miss him

But it's done now

Does he know?

How much I want to say it?

How much it hurts that I cant?

Maybe I'm just a girl

Being a teenage girl

But that doesnt mean

I'm not going to miss him

Not going to miss the warm inside

When he says

I love you

And I know he means it

I know he meant it

Maybe he still would

If only it didnt kill us both

To have these feelings

This is life

It's unfortunate

It hurts

It's not easy

But its all we've got

I'll get past it someday

I know he will too

But it doesnt change this emptiness

That grips my heart and mind

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