Not there [to be a friend]
I try to decipher the words on the screen,
try to find a meaning behind them.
Who could she be writing about?
What's going on?
It pains me to think that I can't be there for here,
I can't sit beside her
and hug her
and tell her everything's going to be okay
like I did.
She's too good to be hurting;
it hurts me to know she's hurting.