Window of my imagination

As I sit here thinking
Digging my mind for something to write
Staring out my window at the blue sky
Wishing 
Wishing I could make amends
Thinking 
Thinking of my next hour
Hoping
Hoping for a better day
Knowing
Knowing that in a few hours
This will fly through my mind
And out this window that I am looking through
This window in my imagination as I retreat to
Days 
Days that were happier
Times
Times when I was younger
Years
Years when I was oblivious to the
World
This world that some days just lies on my 
Shoulders
Shoulders that can’t hold whats being 
Carried 
Carried a burden that needs to be lightened.
When I get lost in this abyss of knowledge
As I try to find myself in a maze of wisdom
A labyrinth called consciousness
And I still am sitting, wishing, thinking, hoping
But now I realize I never really know
Where I'm going, lost in a window of my imagination.