Ashley M. Knight

He has helped me threw so much.
I don't know what it is, his smile, his confidence and such.
I don't always ask for help when needed.
From my own stupidity I'm sometimes to conceded.
He's the best help I could ask for.
I'm not very smart if I don't ask anymore.
He's always there when I need it.
It's just the way he thinks that's so exquisite.
When I don't ask he feels unwanted.
Sometimes I feel so retarded.
I appreciate all he does for me.
I need to show how much he makes me happy.
For he is the only one who's gotten me through.
And for a while it's only been us two.
The time for payback is here.
I hope it says how much I care loud and clear.
He truly is a life saver.
It's is now time for me to return the favor.
Thank you my love for all you've done.
You've truly been my morning sun.
My wake up call has arrived and is here.
So please believe there's nothing more you need to fear.

The new me is just around the corner.
Think of the old bitch Ashley as the former. I trust and believe your word. I am so happy I met you, and that I thank the lord. I am here to say I will not wrong you again. I want to be with you for the rest of my life. No more hurt feelings that cut like a knife.
I will never again be afraid to tell you something. I know the truth is way better then nothing.
I will not make any more mistakes.
That in the end will make me look like a fake.
I am ready to become the person we know I can.
And can't wait to call you my man again.
I will not again lie to you.
Because I seriously want it to be again just us two.
I'm going to make you so proud.

Missing you,
The way you look me in the eyes,
The way you laugh, talk, smile
When I’m with you my heart pounds fast,
When we’re apart my heart rips in two,
All my life I never thought I’d feel this way,
Laying on my bed, all alone in the dark, crying
Missing you…
I hug my pillow believing that its you,
I know there is other people in the world,
But i don’t want them i want you and only you.
One tear strolls down my cheek then another then another,
I won’t stop this till you’re right here by my side,
missing your smile, missing the things you do,
I sit on my bed,
Missing you…
I need you! I want you! and I’ll feel this way until I have you!
You wipe away my tears,
You frighten away my fears.
My life is incomplete without you,
My heart is apart till I have you,
I pray, I wish, and dream till the day I’ll be with you until then I’ll be here,
Missing you…

If I was ever chosen to be president I really wouldn't want to, but if I had to I think the first thing I would do is straighten this country out. What I mean by that is I would take us right out of the war as fast as I could. I wouldn't hesitate twice to if I could I would arrest Mr. Bush for not thinking threw completely what he should have done after 9/11. That mean's yes I would take us as fast as I could out of the war. I would have to higher taxes for a short time. The reasoning for this is when the taxes do go up then there is more money to help pay for this that our people need and haven't been able to afford it so this is help to pay for half. I think it is very important that everyone have at least some kind of health care. The doctors can't turn you away which is good. But it's better to be able to pay for some of it then be in debt for the rest of your life like our country is so much in. It's a very hard place that we have been put in.

Not to many years from now in 2015 the unthinkable
of inventions will be made. Soon every household in
America will have one. The house of the future will have your nerves
at ease. No more worrying about house work after a long day at
the office be cause your new house will clean up everything for you
and the best part, it cleans automaticly. No more doing it yourself
or asking someone else to do it for you because in the end it's
already been done.
Your house will come with all the needed accessories in every room. The
kitchen is fully equip will everything mechanical by the push of a button.
Are you sick of just sitting down to relax and then remembering you still
need to cook dinner? Well that's no problem with your house of the future.
All you simply need to do is look threw the small packets of food, pick a

You looked at my face, thought you could get me
Better look twice, it won't be that easy.
Think it's because you're a little older.
All you'll get from me is my cold shoulder
You shouldn't judge someone by what you see.
You may be wrong like you were wrong about me.
I'm not to young to know the right things to do and one of those things is not to get with you.
I don't want no pain, did you hear me say... I'm not gonna get with you so please just go away.

So what's up between us? You don't want to call me your girlfriend.
You don't want to call me anything... You don't want to mix me up with any fixed idea,
with something that ought to be true. What are you scared of?
Are you scared of being loved. Letting somebody love you,
letting you're guard down, showing me everything? You just want me to be there. Okay,
so that's what I want. I'll see you again, right?

It's not the size that counts

By Ashley M. Knight
Oxbow High School, Grade 12

My hair blows in the wind, because it is growing regrets.
My eyes slant because I'm laughing, laughing at you.
My fists clench because I'm ready to fight, ready to fight you.
My shoulders are small, yet big enough to shrug you off.
My feet are tiny, yet big enough to walk away from you.
My hands are small, yet big enough to wave good-bye to you.
Smoke is coming from my mouth, because the fire I had for you is out.

How do I tell you we can't go on
How do I tell you this isn't working,
How do I tell you that I was wrong,
To say some of those things
How do I tell you this needs to end
How do I tell you I need to break,
You heart to be a better friend

I need you to understand
It's not that I don't care about you
But I can not hold your hand
When I don't think it will continue

I'm sorry that it has to be this way
It kills me to see you pain
But it would be best for you and me,
If we make a lose our gain.

She lies on the floor half dead
Half alive
Numb and torn inside

She's tried to many times
To get them to understand
She can't do it anymore.

She thinks about death
How she's going to die
How she's going to commit suicide

Then as she slits her wrists,
Tears fall down the sad girl's face
As she wishes to go to a better place.

What can I really say about clouds. They float in the sky, everybody in their lifetime has at least looked up at them once. When we do look at them I like to think they play some kind of trick on us. They are always moving and not one cloud always looks the same. If someone looks at a cloud and sees something in a cloud and then asks another person to tell them what they see, most of the time the other person sees something completely different.

Forever takes me by a minute.
While I'm here with you.
I'm falling even more in love,
With everything you do.
Hold me in your arms,
Lookin'deep into my eyes,
Don't turn away and let me go,
Don't ever tell lies.
I swear I'll never loose you,
In my arms I'll always hold.
I'll never let you slip away,
And leave nothing left untold.
There aren't enough hours,
In each passing day,
To find all the words,
I wish I could say.
Your kiss will last forever,
Your touch forever warm.
You'll guide me to the sunlight,
And shield me from the storm.
This is what I'm saying,
With everything that's true,
I swear on my life,
That I really do love you.

Discovering Him

By Ashley M. Knight
Oxbow High School, Grade 12

It was the first day of school and my intentions were to get used to my new surroundings. Everything was new and I had no clue where anything was. People were passing in every direction. Everybody was talking and I couldn’t hear much. Then I saw a friend and walked over to her. I greeted her and by her reaction I could tell she was excited to see me. For the next five minutes she showed me around a little bit and then brought me to another section of the building where my all day classes took place.