Jul 20

Everything is Fine


I laid in bed, hoping Mother would rush in telling me we were leaving and never coming back. 
That we were going home and leaving this house that wasnt my own. 
That in just a few short hours i would be back in my bed.
And everything would be fine.
 
Instead Mother came in with New Father.
"Honey, are you ready for bed?" My mother said staring at me, with our eyes meeting. She had tears in her eyes. Her dress was sitting on her knees, and she was missing an earing in one ear. 
Three things are wrong with that. One, my Mother Never looks me in the eyes, Something to do with it making people unconfortable. Two, She likes everything to be the same and shes missing an earing. My Mother would never allow that too happen too her. Three, In my Whole 15 years of existance, while living with my mom; she has never once called me 'Honey'.

I sit up from bed and looked my mom up and down. She also had a scratch on her knee. 

Jun 28

LGBTQIA+

gay.
Gay?
GAY!
AHHHH 
What a scary word!
gay. 
"I'm gay."
"He/She/They are gay"
"My child is gay."
"I know someone who is gay."
Why is that so scary?
Does it offend you to know there are people who like the same sex?
Who like people?
Who like no one?

No. They're not broken. 
No. They're not confused.
No. They're not looking for attention.
And NO! w\We are not sinners.

Being part of the LGBTQIA+ family means we stand for each other and love eachother no matter what.
Trans people are real people. 
Gay people are gay. 
Anyone and Everyone who idetifies as being in the LGBTQIA+ community is part of the LGBTQIA+ community. 

If a trans Male marries a man that doesnt mean hes straight. He's gay.
If someone likes the same sex or a sex that doesnt mean theyre confused. Or its a phase. They're Gay.
Nov 18

Gidget <3

Nov 16
humor challenge: Boredom

A Cure:

November 16

Dear Diary, 
I DID IT! 
After countless months and staying up til late hours, I have finally found the cure!
It took almost 8 months,  2 weeks,  6 days,  18 hours, and 28 minutes. But who's counting!
What did I find you ask? The cure for boredom! 
It wasn't easy, like at all! I had to interview numerous other students here at Hogwards, but finally one student told me exactly what I needed to perfect my concoction. 
What did they say? They said that all I needed to perfect any and all potions is to add a little FUN, and not just the feeling (Even though that helped me out a lot!) but the bottled stuff that you can only get by squeezing it out of the big toes of young muggles between 5-13. 
Can you belive it?! A first year had the answer to the hardest thing in my life! As soon as the young first year said that, I immediatly ran to Gryffindor House and added it! 
Nov 14

Relationship

Im a teen.
much like every teen, Im in a relationship.
Mines falling apart though.
My person won't commit to me.
The cheat, they flirt, they have so many red flags!

Why do I stay with them?
For once in my life I feel like I belong and I'm actually likable. 
I've gone years thinking I'm gonna be alone and never have anyone.
But now I have someone, and I don't wanna let them go.

I've been told by so many people I should break up with them, and I haven't yet.
I don't know what to do anymore.

To be honest I wanna be with them forever, but that's probably not gonna happen at this current rate.
I love them so much, and I don't know what to do with this relationship.

Do I stay with them? Or break up with them?
 
Nov 14

Sunset

Nov 14

Fall Sunset

Oct 19

Crush

Crush, everyone in the young life will experience this at some point, and I'm not talking about smashing something or the sad feeling of being crushed but that intense, good feeling you can get for someone meaning you like them romantically. 
A crush is by definition: Puppy love, also known as a crush, is an informal term for feelings of romantic or platonic love, often felt during childhood and early adolescence. 
I have this for someone. It's terrifying. There's something about them that makes me want to be with them all the time and I don't understand it. 
I really like this person and I wouldn't even say it's a crush anymore at this point. 
And the best part is, 
THEY LIKE ME BACK! 

 

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