We were in love, or so I thought, I guess it was just me in love, Three years apparently means nothing, I would have never thrown us away, Not like you did. I saw her with you last night, In the backseat of your car, Fogged up windows, Just out of town, When you came home, I was already gone, I packed up my things, as you kissed her goodnight, I left your driveway, As you left hers, You never loved me, Or, maybe you did, In some twisted way, But I guess that's life, And time will heal me, So as it does, Don't forget me, As I am your love, That never will be
As I watched the light, I could see a reflection, The reflection is a girl, With ugly, brown hair, And revolting brown eyes, She has chubby thighs, And acne covered skin, Her feet are gigantic, And so is her nose, Her upper-lip needs waxing, And so do her eyebrows, Her nails are chipped, And she has stretch marks, And last but not least, I notice her scars, Running from her forearm, Down to her wrist, This light, is no longer a light, It's a mirror, This imperfect girl, Those infuriating flaws, They are me.
"It changed everything..." My dad said to me, As he tucked me into bed. I repeat that line in my head, Until my brain is sore. I know that it changed everything, I think to myself, as the tears fall. I couldn't control it, or change it, Although I wished so badly to. I think back to when it was all okay, I don't remember much. He took my memory with him, How could he do such a thing? This rollercoaster I'm on, Is plummeting to the ground. It's either you or me, And the saddest part, I always knew who you'd choose. You changed everything, My only question is. Why?
I saw a bridge, that looked like home I walk across it, with too much care I yell to the world, "This isn't fair!" This brigde is sinking, I just know it I have to move faster, I can't afford to blow it Next thing I know, the brigde is getting away I have to jump off, I can't just stay There are three balloons pulling me up I can't help but think that that isn't enough I feel like I'm weightless, headed towards the sky, This feeling I'm feeling, is more than a high Then I wake up to find it was a dream I am now very curious, What does this mean?