She was on her last mans already starting to loose the hope that seemed so fresh just in dynamix. yes their friends caught them when they fell but that didn't mean they didn't die the pain was still there, though the fresh eyes where still closing rock still stained the clothes and no matter how hard she tried they couldn't wash it off the memories were there for good but this time it was different she wasn't the same ach desperate for the one thing just barely out of reach because grinning was guilt it was pain and it was death
Fine keep beating down on me I'll bite back a retort until my blood runs red Fine keep calling me stupid I'll hide my tears until there's an ocean Fine keep looking at me like that I'll say sorry until my lies fall on deaf ears I'll keep telling myself, that I can get up next time I wont whisper an apology I'll let all of my feelings free But I never do so tell me Why is it that we used to be so happy, if all I can find now are memories? Why is it that we could once have a conversation if all we talk about now are other people? why is it that only boys would upset me but now its the friend that I loved? Because next time I will have answers for her painful questions next time She will regret luaghing at my mistakes next time It wont be me thats sorry.
Me. This is me. My crooked smile that shows every last one of my jaggad My shoulder length pink and orange hair My sharp eyes Me. This is me. My long, pale ears that bring me towering above others hearing abilities. Me. This is me.
"Entanged between a dream and a coma." -Lovely, Billie Eilish and Khalid. "Ill be coming up when the sun comes down." -We don't talk anymore, Charlie Puth feat. Selena Gomez. "Could probably get a job if I cut my hair. But I got no cares opie taylor." -Ocean eyes, Billie Eilish "We are the deafashin childs, and we have no hair." -Watch, Billie Eilish. "Will you marry me? Ruth Bader Ginsburg?." -Out of love, Alessia Cara "I know Im about to have a good time, cuz I got all my friends with me." -Friends, Meghan Trainor. "Dont make me go pop the trunk, on you." -Ocean eyes, Billie Eilish