Nov 27

Nowhere

Have you ever found yourself
Lost in a town
Where you knew everyone
But no one knew you.
That when it rained everyone
Ran inside but you
Stood in the storm with no place to go.

And all I ask is,
Can you take me away
Far from here,
Away from the dusted rain.
All I want is you tonight
To take me to the stars that promise the world.

And all I want is,
That when my legs wobble
And my world begins to crumble
You will carry me home
To the place I belong
To the place where I can be free.
To the place where I am me.

And all you need to know is,
Have you ever found yourself
Lost in a town
Where you knew everyone
But no one knew you.
That when it rained everyone
Ran inside but you
Stood in the storm with no place to go.


 
Nov 17

Letting Go

I wish I could let go,
I wish that when my tears fell
They took my thoughts with them.
My brain keeps mistaking itself for my heart
And maybe that is why I let you go.
I wish that my thoughts did not 
Hurt my heart
And make it suffer more.
I wish that when I do cry I would not feel
On the edge of a hundred-foot cliff.
I wish that when hurtful words struck 
My mind would look away
And understand the other person.
I wish that I could just wish my troubles away
On falling stars passing by the planet.
I wish I could let go
And close my eyes in peace. 
 
Nov 08

Snow

Nov 02

Two Waves Ashore

Two waves ashore
But my beating heart wants more
You took me in your arms and fell
Down to the ground but away from hell
Protected me from everyone
You were looking at me as if you had won.
Now as I stand in the teeming rain
My mind not body is still in pain.
Foggy clouds all over my eyes
My body, not mind is still hurt from those lies.
I run back to the sand once more 
To where those two waves came ashore.
Where you took me in your arms and fell
Down to the ground but away from hell.

 
Oct 28

Sun filled leaves

Open your eyes one last time
Before the flurries of winter come in
See the falling leaves filled with the sunshine
Drift down to your hands
Warmness spreads through your hand
Up your arms and to your heart
The remains of the summer sun now have touched you.
The mist around you and everyone else slowly clears up 
But only to come back the next morning.
In my mind, I know that a warm coffee is what I am craving
A small replacement for the summer sun
That can no longer reach me.
This is Fall a colorful season that will disappear before your eyes.
 
Oct 13

Beautiful

Who are you to say that the skies are grey
When beyond is a universe filled with stars.
Who are you to say
Those terrible things, to push away
Those of us that are different,
Because doing so you are
Shutting out the light so it's dark,
Taking away the rainbows so it's on dull color,
Casting away the ocean so it's just water,
Pushing the hearts of the innocent over the edge
So it's one last person you have to look at.
Who are you to sit there and say that I am ugly
When I am standing here trying to move past 
The daggers that have been thrown.
Sep 28

The Dark

I am scared of the dark
The feeling of emptiness
The not being able to see 
While I stumble down the stairs at 2 am.
To look up one day and see that 
Someone, You, are not there
Gone, lost to the rolling sea.
I am scared of the dark 
but not,
I am scared that my broken pieces
Would be lost, unfound in a park that everyone sees. 

 
Sep 13

Foggy day

Sep 09

To be Free with You

Hand in hand we walk
On a warm beach
The sunset drains from the sky
The rainbows fall like rain 
As the starry night sky waits in the east.
Our feet stop, sunken in the soft sand
The waves roll up always reaching for more
As the tide drags it away.
No one bothers to tell me that my dress is wet
The bottom did touch the ocean waves.
I breathed out the breath of the slight breeze
That brushed through my thoughtlessly combed hair.
No harmful thoughts cross my mind
Because when I am with you, you take it all away.

 
Aug 31

Wake me up

My hand reached 
To bearly touch the surface of the moon
An endless sleep full of dreams
That I wish would come true.

Floods of memories
I cannot seem to piece together
Broken fragments of laughter,
Crying in maybe a stranger's arms.

My legs used to be able to run forever 
Through the harsh world
Cuts and scrapes were always healed 
By someone's hands.

So close and so far
I cannot open my eyes
Calling for help with no voice leaves me helpless
So please, my lost love,
wake me up.



 

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