I know that every day away every step feels like a knife twisting deeper in our hearts each day I watch the rainfall from a broken window and wonder how I am ever going to choose to be away from you because I see myself in three years right beside you in our sashes and crying because I'll miss you but I'm so happy for us at the same time. I see us in decades coming back together and remembering laughing talking and eating cake but if I leave now I might miss a moment or I might be too scared to return. I don't want to go but what if each step away means another second of my dreams but then again, I built my dreams on you like stretched scaffolding speeding towards a cloudy sky. Please I can't see myself without you I can't be happy without you in my life. so promise me. if I leave make me come
Some days I feel like I'm choking on smoke, an entity beyond my imagination that captures my words and I have nothing to say. It's hard though when all you have is a window, a screen that flashes images of faces that you miss. The end feels a million miles away.
I'll miss you so much because you make me feel needed and when I'm around you I just want to smile because I can't believe how incredibly lucky I am to have had our paths cross and I hope you see how much I don't want to lose you and know that though our moment may be gone, like a wave, I will never stop coming back to you because this isn't goodbye it's only the beginning.
1) Have a best friend 2) Keep a secret 3) Camp outside on a starry night 4) listen to waves at night 5) vote 6) write a strongly-worded letter 7) go swimming at night 8) climb a tree and scrape your knee 9) cry at a movie 10) draw a map 11) play a sport 12) be silent for 24 hours 13) fly in a plane 14) translate a poem 15) have a deep secret 16) sing loudly in the shower 17) write a novella 18) be in the middle of two books at once 19) listen to "take me home country roads" 20) have a really good day 21) wear an outfit that makes you feel beautiful 22) buy a cute lamp 23) wear two different socks 24) compliment someone 25) take a really cool photograph 26) love someone