Sorry ach
I'm writing another one

She was on her last mans
already starting to loose
the hope that seemed so fresh
just in dynamix.
yes
their friends caught them when they fell
but that didn't mean they didn't die
the pain was still there,
though the fresh eyes where still closing
rock still stained the clothes
and no matter how hard she tried
they couldn't wash it off
the memories were there
for good
but this time 
it was different
she wasn't the same ach
desperate for the one thing 
just barely 
out of reach
because grinning was guilt
it was pain
and it was death