Should I ask? Should I follow through with this decision? I don't want it to ruin what we already have. Am I really ready? Am I really ready to be in a relationship like that with someone? I've never been in a relationship like that before. I wouldn't know what to do or how to act. Should I really ask him? Is it the right time? Or should I wait a little while longer? But does he still feel the same way he said he felt? I had told him how I felt previously, over time, I tried hiding as he was with others. It was hard, the slight pain the heart, as if a needle was in my chest slowly drawing closer to my heart. It slowly became too much to a point where I reminded him of my feelings, his response being that he felt the same. Why haven't we started a relationship earlier? We had a really good friendship, we don't want anything to ruin it. If we were to get together like that, we might get into a dispute that causes us to no longer talk to each other. I don't want that nor does he. But is now the right time for it to actually happen? Am I sure that I am ready? Should I finally ask him to be with me?