because you pretend

i hate you 
i hate your perfect style 
your perfect hair
your perfect body 
your perfect life 

i hate how easily you do things
i hate how much people love you 
i hate how much you say you love everyone else 

i hate that i love you 
i hate that you got me attached to you 
i hate that i need to feel validated by you 

perfect eyes 
perfect art 
perfect human

it makes me sick
you make me sick
because of what i did

what did i do 
unfixable 
unforgivable 


     hate 
               you  

because you pretend to love me

caseyblaise

VT

18 years old

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  • Yellow

    I lay between these yellow walls for hours on end
    watching the analog clock just above my calender
    watching the life that was once mine tick by without consequence 

    I wait for a phone call 
    but whos? 
  • unwanted

    when you asked me why

    i would do such a thing 

    i watched you cry

    over nothingness 

    that used to be 
    something but is now only Me

    i had no clever answer 

    or anecdote