Stuck

I feel like a broken record
spinning and scratching
repeating the same things
over and over

Maybe I've
run out of
things to say

Maybe I'm
losing my touch

I have to force 
the words to come
and they don't flow
like they used to

I just say the same things
over and over and over
like a record 
I'm stuck on repeat

I need something new
something different

I need to go somewhere
that isn't my house

I can't write about school
I've been away too long
I think I've forgotten
everything

I guess I could write about the sky
but I think I've done that before

The sky is blue
and there are clouds
what more can I say?

Mountains 
they're pretty
I guess

I'm just so bored
I feel so helpless
I don't want to lose my touch

Nothing seems to matter
nothing brings me joy
I'm stuck
right here

Will I have to 
stay here
forever?

I don't want to
stay here
forever