if

if 
if what a wonderful question 
and awnser
and coversation ender
and oh so many things! 
if only 
if it happens
if. . . what?
if 
oh if
rhymes with jiff
the company that makes butter of the peanuts
or is that jiffy?
im too tired to google it
i think im loosing grasp in reality
can somebody find my sanity?
it think it's run away from me
help
please. . . 
if only somebody could hear me.. . . 
 

Inkpaw

VT

17 years old

More by Inkpaw

  • The Boxes In The Corner

    Looming over your shoulders

    Each stack higher than its former

    Every thought and every scrap

    Of an idea too scared to ponder

     

    Every moment that hurt

    Each minute that lingered longer

  • Inadequacy


    How do I push the words out
    From behind my taffy tongue 
    Thick with salty tears 
    And full of grubby thumb 


    I’m a child 
    Pretending that I’m numb 
    To escape the overwhelming feelings 

  • Paper Frogs

    Why

    When feet fall soft but quick 

    Does the hallway extend

    And the hot breath of whoever’s behind me feel hotter 

    Why do I stay pressed to the wall 

    Like a stubborn gruby sticker