i don't know

Today I tossed a tennis ball,
up into the air
As a game that filled
the time until another chore is due.
when my dad came up and asked me,
What do you want to do?
my first and immediate thought was,
I
don't
know.

As Quarintine crawls by,
in it's sluggish,
life-sapping way,
when someone asks you
how do you feel?
my first and immediate thought is,
I 
don't 
know.

my first and immediate thought is,
I 
don't 
know.