This was supposed to be a poem for me.
At least, it was when I started.
Maybe it's a little ironic
to start with how it wasn't supposed to be started
and tell you anyway.
You've always had a fascinating
way of turning me on my head.
I thought I knew what I was doing.
I thought I understood
leaving and living
and what makes me human
and how to feel infinite
or happy
or whatever the word is.
Ectsasy? Elation?
Maybe.
I am so much more than I thought.
You have persuaded me into noticing
and once I start I can't stop.
It's like meeting an old friend
that has been gone for ages
and suddenly they're everywhere:
in the same parking lot;
searching for the same book in the same library;
opening the silent door of consciousness in my sleep.
And this is just the start.
This is just the title page
in the beginning of a book.
This is just the first step.
My first step.
I'm learning that "empty"
wasn't always the definition of me
And you weren't always so outgoing.
I hope you know how much I care
and I hope I know how to tell you
if you don't.
As long as you're in my poem
I don't care who it's for.
Who?
More by Love to write
-
Self-Portrait at 18
I know it’s a bad title
but I’m carving these words
out of my compacted mind.
I’m trying to mix the mud of my thoughts
into something more coherent
than to do lists and quiet -
Authorized Entrance Only
There is no twilight in the city.
Only time we collect in our mouths,
sun peeling color off the streets,
rats skittering down sidewalks.
The fire escape has been painted gold.
It shimmers at night, -
Ellipse
The record down the hall sounds like the static of space, drawn out and fading, as if a comet streaked by, leaving a trail of sound in its wake.
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