An Excuse to Not be Okay

Bum da dum

Dum ba bum 

I’m feeling really numb

Seeing u in pain is killing me

U probably think I’m being too extra tho 

Bum da dum 

Dum ba bum

Maybe I’m using u as an excuse to be not okay

I guess I am being too extra

Ur pain should not be used as a way out of it

Bum da dum

Dum ba bum

It’s okay maybe we both were never okay

We rely on each other to fake being fine 

We use our pain to feed off of each other and that’s not okay

Bum da dum

Dum ba bum
 
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