Jun 25

If You Are Reading This...

Closer, closer
I can see it, God I can see it.
But there is a bloody gun to my back
And what if it goes off ?


Slower, slower
I hate time, God I hate time.
Can I just never grow up until my world turns black ?
And what if it does ?


They
    Are
        Keeping
                Me
                    Imprisoned


Success ! Good grades !
One more lock on the door
The tests ! The fame !
Another blow to the floor


Who cares if I can do it in three years instead of four !?


“She wants to go to business
HarvardStandfordYale”


I
Want
To
Be       
Done
With
This.


Iwillnotsurvivethathell.


Will somebody help me ?
Or will YOU ALL just stare ?
What is so good about picking up the pieces ?
Do you even care ?


HEY EVERYBODY !


I
AM
NOT
SMART !!!!!
Did you know ?
I thought there was a bridge to Hawaii
Did you know ?
I hate school
Did you know ?
I actually have a life
Did you know ?
I do not want to graduate early
Did you know ?
I do not want to go to university



So stop
        Stop                 Stop
    Stop        Stop
                Stop
         Stop
Stop            Stop        Stop
                Stop
        Stop            




Forget the GPA
    Forget the graduation day
        Forget the SATs
            Forget the college meets
                Forget the percents
                    Forget the accomplishments


Listen to the music
Listen to me


Take away the gun from my back
Let me pull my head out from under the guillotine
Tell me my dreams make sense
Stop making me scared that you will disown me


You keep on
pushing pushing pushingpushingpushing
You tell me I am not good enough
I keep on
wishing wishing wishingwishingwishing
You all would just shut up


God, YOU are such an influence
    YOU make me me feel like I have to do this
        YOU scorn all my ambitions
            But YOU believe my bullshit


Is it so bad if I want to play music
instead of becoming a surgeon ?


Stop trying to persuade ME
to achieve YOUR dreams.

 

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