May 06
Monster_T_02's picture

Pain.

When you broke me,
You left everything.
The broken pieces of my heart.
Wait millenniums for you to see.
But I am still apart.
I am still broken,
and Bruises,
and lonely.
I am SO lonely.
And that loneliness eats away inside.
It tears apart my mind.
Broken.
I can't sleep anymore.
With drug store prescriptions.
I can't dream anymore.
 What is a life worth living.
When the people who are suppose to still be here 
Aren't.
I'm not better.
I know you said I would be by now,
But I'm not.
I don't know how.
I study to hide the pain.
I study to hide from myself.
I study to hide the  hole you left.
I can tell you one thing.
It doesn't work.
Studying,
Doesn't.
Work.
Statistics and loneliness.
They're alll I have left.
I got so bad after you left.
I didn't know who I was.
I still don't.