I sit with my eyes closed thinking about everything all at once. I am stressed about school because it is so different from my old school. I’m still not sure how to do everything but it is getting easier. I miss my old friends and most of all I miss my best friend. I wish she was here with me. This is my first year without them and I wish I was with them. I thought I would be fine without them but the truth is I miss them so much and I want to tell them but I don’t know-how. Last year was so perfect and this year sucks so much. I know I shouldn’t compare them but it is hard not to do. I hope it gets better. Some of my friends here are nice and some of them are mean. I just want to graduate and go to college.