Nov 27

The letter I will never send you:

How do I explain that I spent all today thinking of you. I can't remember when I fell in love with you, because nobody told me I had. Its strange to wake up in love, like having the sun in your chest, it's absolutely terrifying but utterly wonderful. Its 2 am and I can't fall asleep because the sound of your voice is bouncing around inside my head. You would laugh if I told you, telling me the sun is too big to fit in my chest. But you're wrong because I feel it burning away. You called me twice tonight and I remember thinking how much I would like to fall into you and also away from you and also how absolutely terrified I am because this wasn't the plan. I can't stop thinking about the fact that you have hazel eyes and how far away they are from your toes and how I fell in love with you before I knew what love is and my heart is breaking in 15 different ways and how lucky I am to have fallen in love with my best friend.