Dec 17
halfbloodprince's picture

The Meaning of Waiting.

I type on my blog and wait.
Wait for someone to like my stuff and want to talk to me. 
I know I'm seeming clingy or weird or just plain out wanting someone to notice 
But I realise that someone might never reach out.
When I email or text someone, I (this is embarrasing) 
Check my email or text messages every 2 minutes.
Because I don't like being alone.
Or you know when you cry in the bathroom,
And somebody asks if you're okay.
You say you're fine even though you're not.
And they walk away. 
And part of you wishes that they'd stay there and talk to you.
But another part just wants to be left alone and cry in the bathroom.