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Sep 21
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fire girl

And What Place Does Poetry Inhabit In Our Bodies


I can’t write.
Poetry isn’t birthed all at once - 
I get hurt making it

Every lyric has a place on my wrist,
each rhyme sounds like a clock ticking,
every stanza: a notch under the belt, 
bruises on the waistline. 
No matter how many pages I fill,
my cup does not overflow. 

This is what happens when poetry 
turns into suicide notes. 
Don’t you know, 
midlife isn’t 40 for everyone
Now we live longer, 
die sooner. 

I am 14.
I have already written my last will and testament.

Don’t you know how heavy the scales are?
Don’t you remember when
mermaid skin could help you breathe?
Now we can’t breathe at all.

My generation 
held up sticky baby hands 
at protests 
before we learned the alphabet.

We are the ones 
on the broken boat
welding the mistakes you hid under duct tape. 
We are the ones with the earbuds and gold chains, 
Torn hand-me-down clothing that doesn’t match.

Why shouldn’t we befriend anxiety?
Why shouldn’t we invite depression?

Our lives are the ones 
with expiration dates too early 
yet we are the ones 
shunned for suicide. 
We can’t even die on our own terms. 

Our wrists are 
marked up like modern art. 
The cold deathly ocean 
looks more inviting than the leaking ship. 

No wonder we can’t write.

We have only coffin lids and morgue towers
to stand on,
and the only product of our labor:
prayers and weak lawsuits.

The book blurs when it gets wet, 
our typewriters jam,
We loot stores for seeping pens. 

If you could know
where the poetry goes when you swallow…

Would you still consume? 

 
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Posted: 09.21.20
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" to choose to write is to reject silence" - Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie
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  1. Moonsand
    Sep 21, 2020

    *whispers* woah~

    this was so amazing and touching. this message deserves to be heard by everyone.

    “I can’t just say ‘cheer up’ no matter what. But in the midst of all that difficulty, try to find that small happiness.”
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  1. fire girl
    Sep 21, 2020

    Aww you’re so sweet, thanks for commenting!

    " to choose to write is to reject silence" - Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie

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  1. QueenofDawn
    Sep 21, 2020

    Wow. This poem... I'm not even sure what to say. It's powerful, it's important, I couldn't stop reading. I really felt this one. Thank you.

    "I write because I don't know what I think until I read what I say." -Flannery O'Connor

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  1. fire girl
    Sep 24, 2020

    ❤️❤️❤️

    " to choose to write is to reject silence" - Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie

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