The Consequence Of The Secret

For the first time-in what felt like a long time, I felt like the world was falling before me and I was plummeting to my death, but I knew that was all an illusion; but the world was falling, theoretically at least. He knew, she knew, they all knew what I didn't want them to know; what I kept a secret for so long, and fought to keep it that way. I risked everything to keep it like that because I knew that if they knew what I had been keeping from everyone for so long, that they would never look at me the same way again, if they knew why I left……It would never be that same; and now it never will be EVER again.