yellow rays of 
bright happiness break through
the dark cage i've
trapped myself in

i should be happy;
this is what i 
wanted

i should be sad;
i've lost pretty much
everything

but no matter what
i know that this is
better

things are going to be
worse now with you
gone

because i still

love you

because i still
love you

and you loved

me back

and you loved
me back

but this is worse
now that you are
gone

i could never
be in a better mood since
you are out of my life

and i will never
crawl out of this
pit of despair

i can fly through clouds
on silver wings without
you to pull me back down
 

because of you.