Jul 04

Inner Guilt By Default

I

I am always unstill
The journey is like
a train
It will not stop just for me 
I must have potential 

II

I move as through
moving is not a solution 
but an alternative.
I am still
looking for the difference 
between scar and memory 

III

I watched that train 
slide, almost serenely, off
the tracks 
and crack it’s spine.
Still
being disappointed I wasn’t 
on it