Dear chaos,

you've been visiting a while often now, I wanted to ask you why. I've grown used to your visits so much that you and normality seem almost like twins to me. 

That being said, I enjoy seeing you in action though I am not fond of the results. It marvels me on how much or how little you can do in a certain amount of time. Take the past two years for example. 

I look forward to the day you leave my life, if you ever do. And even though this letter may be misleading, I would not wish a long visit from you on my worst enemy. 

(maybe a short one would be okay)