Tw: Gender Dysphoria
I hate showers
I hate having to clean the parts I wish I didn't have
I hate having to stumble around in the dark just so I don't cry
I hate trying to cry and failing
Tell me
How did something that used to bring such comfort
Become so painful?
How did the warm water go from
Soothing 
To scathing?
How did my body betray me?