run down like broken fountain pens
like trauma we wish to forget—
but patterns the psyche like bloodstains
on a white dress
my heart has been still
since you’ve said those words;
the shell of my body has
moved soullessly
and poetry won’t repair
this because
my mind circles you like vultures
—but maybe there’s solace
in the soft fabric of
old headphones.
worn.
and when I put them on,
everything else is gone
and nothingness
is bliss
and life is softer to the touch,
not overstimulating,
because songs are just poetry
brewed on the beauty of musical strings.
and when I hit play,
suddenly I’m transported
into
Kendrick Lamar’s m.A.A.d city of Compton,
Phoebe Bridgers’ Kyoto skies,