Cheating

I have been dating the same guy for two years,
Since the eighth grade.
His name is Daniel.

And he's great but I don't know him well,
He's kind but I don't really have a magnetic pull to him,
He's talented but I haven't met him in person. 

One day I will. 

Then there is Lance, 
The popular, and cute kid at my school. 

I started dating Lance in seventh grade
When Daniel came along however
We broke up

There was a week where I was dating two people,
Lance and Daniel. 
My friends said I was cheating,
But I was just coming up with a way to break up with Lance.

Last Februaray I relized I was bisexual
And I was in a relashinship with a girl. 
Her name was Petunia. 

Petunia was beautiful and we were in love
But it only lasted for a couple of days
Afterword my friend, Olivia,
She found out about my boyfriend, Daniel
And said I was cheating on Petunia. 

But it ended quickly anyway,
And I don't really think that we were dating.

Its now present day,
Friday, May 21st,
And I have started dating my middle school crush,
Faris. 

When I started dating Faris 
We were in love,
I mean we were friends before, but this was now more. 
I couldn't believe he actually liked me. 

Its a Wednesday, and its been
a week
Since Faris told me he loved me. 
And latley I don't think he does anymore. 

And maybe I feel the same about him, 
I am still dating Daniel. 
When my friend Olivia asked if I was still dating Daniel,
I told her yes. 

Maybe that was a mistake. 

She said I was cheating on Faris, 
And I guess I was
But this was different. 

She says, how?

I have known Faris since, preschool
And I just met Daniel. 
I know everything about Faris,
And almost nothing about Daniel. 
I really love Faris, more than he could ever know,
And I don't know if I really like Daniel anymore. 

So naturally Oliva told me to break up with Daniel,
So I said I would. 

But I didn't,
And this wasn't settled. 

Maybe I am cheating, 
But I'm breaking up with one of them today,
And its

Faris.