Jun 06

end those feelings

It’s over
I should end it

A flower
She makes me sick

A message
He left for me

I’ll follow
And hide a bit

Can you feel my heart exploding?
Can you see the love in my eyes?
Do you know how happy you make me
So much it makes me sad?

They all talk to you with ease,
But awkwardness is all we’ll be
Wishing shit would be quiet
So I could listen to you breathing

I think we should talk
We could walk around my hometown
And I’d point out what I liked and what I missed
Find my favorite and we’d kiss 

Maybe you’d hold me until I fell asleep
And you’d slip out of the window without a peep
Like a secret we could keep
And I’d laugh every time we said that word

 
May 31

summer teen vibe playlist starter pack

Shoegazer - Beach Bunny
Eventually - Beach Bunny
Oxygen - Beach Bunny
Apple Cider - beabadobee
Deceptacon - Le Tigre
Can't Be Yours Forever - SALES
ok with it - Lyn Lapid
Dance The Night Away - Dua Lipa
Somethign About You - Eyedress
May 30

baby blues

Sad little girl
In a grown woman world
Nowhere to hide
From the tears in her eyes

Baby blue blanket 
Covers her face
Gripping so tight
Cause she can’t let go

Baby blues put her down
This place isn’t made for her
But where will she go?
After all this is her home

She wants to watch Sad Boy
Teach him how to fly
And if she leaves this early
He’ll tumble from the sky

Baby blue blanket 
Covers her face
Gripping so tight
And she won’t let go

And see how sad baby blue feels
Maybe he can make her pink again
Show her a color like aquamarine 
For now she’ll stay baby blue

Baby blue covers her head
Tug on his heart until he’s dead
She can’t leave with this job undone
One day he’ll look up at the sun

 
May 15

soulmate

Maybe, it was just a dream that I wasn't supposed to see at all
Maybe, I didn't catch you looking at me from across the hall
Maybe, it's all in my imagination
Maybe, I'm supposed to think about a different person

Is it a sign?
That it happened that night,
So should I keep an open mind?

Dance with me, even if everybody's watching
Dance with me, even if it's just for one night
Stay with me, please don't leave so soon
Stay with me, 'cause you'll own the other half of my soul,
For evermore

Maybe, it's just a wish that won't come true
Maybe, I'll just focus on someone new
Maybe, it was to show me that it'll happen one day
Maybe, it's to say that my whole future awaits

Is it a sign?
That it happened that night,
So should I keep an open mind?

Dance with me, even if everybody's watching
Dance with me, even if it's just for one night
Apr 23

LYING

I slide into your dm's 
Not so causually,
I say we have connections

You're friends with my friends,
I try to say, not jealously
I hope you will fall in love with me

I'm trying not to hit on you,
I'm trying not to do what I do,
I'm trying not to be creepy,
So you don't unfriend me

I wish you could of told me you were lying,
I wish I wouldn't keep on spying
So what, my heart just keeps on dying?
And these eyes just keep on crying?

I wish you could of been honest,
So we wouldn't have to go through this,
With all the yes' and no's, 
And the tears and the akward so's

You have everything I want,
Like three cats, baby,
So when do we meet?

You're the hottest girl i've seen,
Who's actually nice to me,
But i'll try to stay away

I'm trying not to hit on you,
I'm trying not to do what I do,
I'm trying not to be creepy,
Mar 20

love letters

I'm trying to catch my breath
I'm trying to slow myself down
I'm trying to get a feel around
So I don't fall to the ground

All these cracks, all these breaks
I don't know how much more I can take

When's it gonna stop?
When's it gonna finally be over?
When I'm gonna not,
Be obsessed with a lover?

Believe me, I don’t want to be in this mess
Believe me, I know where your heart is at
I don’t want to be in love with you
I want to be through and say that was in the past

You say it's tough, you say it's tiring
It's more than that, it's exhausting
I've had enough

When's it gonna stop?
When's it gonna finally be over?
When I'm gonna not,
Say your name like it's now or never

Rejection,
Reflection,
Obsession,
Over you and your spontaneous attitude

Aptitude
You have no gratitude
When will I stop loving you?
Mar 03
Mr. Glazer's Class's picture

"But Justice Was Denied"

“But Justice Was Denied” 

A song written in response to Dr. King's "Letter from Birmingham" 

They wished to be on equal land
Living together, hand in hand,
To be brave enough to defy commands
But Justice was denied.

    Chorus
    But Justice was denied
    With stubbornness and pride
    Through years and tears the people cried
    While Justice was denied


One hand was bound by chains
The other hand held the reigns
On and on the truth was stained         
As Justice was denied

      Chorus

Hear the final call
Before they lose it all
For if we don’t, we all shall fall
As Justice is denied

       Chorus

Justice has been delayed
And further we have strayed
Through many truths, the ropes have frayed
But Justice won’t be denied
Oct 01

drive

i can barely keep my eyes on the road
you’re really beautiful
i hope you know 
i hope you hear the song
we played on your birthday
when we kiss
or you think of me
and you want my time
my mind
sweet child o’ mine
for you i’ll drive
far away
we aren’t normal
or like the cool kids
money’s tight but i don’t mind
let’s just get out
and smoke behind a bar
get so high we’re numb
head’s beating like a drum
float through a cosmic time tunnel
try on a suit 
make my mom confused
i’m gay as hell, and she don’t mind
could steal your man if i tried
please don’t let me waste precious time
fuck you, fuck me, fuck everything
drove off a cliff into the sea
i wonder why she don’t like me
and why i broke my family
just stop cause i’m overriding
overworked computer crying and frying

 
Sep 10

goodbye, lonely friends

i used to walk behind you, 

just trying to catch up.

and then i walked beside you, 

eager to have so much.

then i walked before you,

and you were quite displeased.

you tripped me up and i fell,

with scrapes all on my knees.

i cried until he found me,

a charming, handsome prince.

while you kept on walking,

grief in your midst.

he put me back together,

i thought i'd made him mine.

but he had someone else

in the back of his mind.

goodbye faithful foes,

companions i used to know.

goodbye lonely friends,

who bring us to our end.

say goodbye to yesterday,

and tomorrow too, 

cause in the end you know i love you..

 
Aug 21

I’m Not Your Cinderella

I'm not your Cinderella,
I'm not pretty or skinny like her.

I'm not Princess Tiana.
She's motivated, and I'm obscure.

Im not basic like these princesses, yet I have my own magic.

But..If you get to know me, you'd realize I'm not plastic. 
 

I'm brave like Rapunzel,
Who fights men with kitchen tools

Or Moana and Meridith, 
who live the life they choose.

I'm not your average Princess,
who's scared to make a splash.

I'm a decent, humble balance,
And I'm alright with that.
 

Aug 21

Moonlit Avenue

On the moonlit avenue 
half shadows and silhouettes 
glide down shining pavement. 

On the moonlit avenue 
we glow like angels 
our eyes glimmer like stars. 

On the moonlit avenue 

waltz through the Milky Way 
and fly. 


 
Jun 17
ADeadkraken24's picture

Lost


When your feeling lost
And you lose your love
And the whole wide world is against your soul
So you put on your masquerade
To blame them all
Despite the catastrophe 

The darkness consumes
And the light slowly falls
The world becomes worthless
Like your soul
It’s just how you feel
About it all

So you hide away
Behind your masquerade 
While the dark devours
All your words
And they slowly die
Despite the attempts you made

But your still here
Maybe that proves
There is still hope
After all?
Jun 08

Drifting Away

That mystical day in April
when you hugged me for the first time
it was magic
pure magic,
because maybe now you felt about me
the way I felt about you.
I felt your arms around me
and I
prayed my hopes were true.

But then we got pushed off
into orbit with the Moon.
And everything was nothing,
the world turned blue.
I was just
drifting away
drifting away
into an endless void,
so dark and dank.
I knew that you
did not love me
could not love me
so I was just
drifting away.

My life became a painting
I was using words to draw.
But then the rain came,
and the colors faded,
and my story was left in pieces,
falling on the floor
as if chopped
in two
by a saw.

Yeah, we got pushed off
into orbit with the Moon.
And everything was nothing,
the world turned blue.
I was just
drifting away
Apr 12
Gabrielle Richardson's picture

Who Are You?

Identity, such an interesting word.
It has a meaning, but so many antonyms that will never be heard.
I can't comprehend it, how can something so certain?
So understandable, yet it's such burden?

People lose their minds over who they want to be.
They take quizzes, read books, look over buzzfeed.
They sentence themselves to a lifetime a misery.
Only to be entangled in mindless intricacy.

But for who? For me or for you?
'Cause to be completely honest I don't give a crap what you do.
And for the people that do, that cririque and critize; they don't care about you they just waiting for your demise.
Don't bother with them, just take it from me.
Don't stand in a lake when there's a big vast sea.

 
Apr 12

A sleepless lover

I’m just laying in my bed, but I can not fall asleep. I mean my mind is full of thoughts, but it’s not the only thing. my heart is pounding with these feelings that I don’t understand. But I mean people say it’s not normal, Well I mean it’s normal to love, Oh oh… But I guess not for me-


They tell me that girls shouldn’t like other girls, even though I'm not one. I’m just a person that is all, with feelings like no other. But I guess I'll just stay quiet so I don’t abasis myself. Oh…
Why can’t it just be normal for me?


I’m just a sleepless lover with feelings like no other, but I’m told they aren’t normal, so I’ll just dream about her instead. Oh oh. I wish I could tell her ( just tell her)


I'm just laying in my bed while it is past midnight, I just can't fall asleep as the tears roll down my face. Why is it so unfair? Oh oh… Why can't I just love someone…Oh oh
Can I just fall asleep now?

Apr 10
Gabrielle Richardson's picture

The Garden

I always hated cheesy love songs, and corny couple one liners.
Things like " We have a one of a kind bond" or "I can't wait to walk you down the aisle"
It always seemed weird to me, how they said those things so easily.
I didn't believe it, it seemed so niave.
That's why I can't belive, believe that I got deceived.

It may have her eyes.
It have been her hair.
I don't care, I'm still angry that gave in.
The scam of helpless love, and I'm still pissed that that I fell in.

In my garden of helpless mistakes, this one sits in the middle
Surrounded by the lavender, and as I wander, wander the cobble path.
I still wonder that, if I didn't fall for the scam.
Would I still be as happy as I am?

First love, I can't understand it.
To be quite honest, I can't stand it.
This seemed like foreign concept.
You find it on your first attempt, you take it, and you keep at your hearts content.
Mar 28

2

Mar 21

(Not) Okay

I wish you missed me 
The way I missed you
When I said I love you 
You said you loved me too
But I guess it wasn’t true

Sometimes I stay up late
And wonder if you ever think of me
I wish you could see
On the inside, I’m crying 
On the outside, I’m lying 
Because I’m not okay

I’m not saying what we had was perfect 
But I’m saying it wasn’t
And that made it perfect for me
But I guess not for you (not for you) 

Sometimes I stay up late
And wonder if you ever think of me
I wish you could see
On the inside, I’m crying 
On the outside, I’m lying 
Because I’m not okay (not okay) 

Do I want things to go back?
No, but 
I don’t want to feel this pain anymore (anymore) 
But all I can think about is 
You walking out that door 

Sometimes I stay up late
And wonder if you ever think of me
I wish you would (could) see
Mar 08

To The Girl With the Chocolate Eyes

A million chances
Seven tries 
I've fallen in love 
Fallen into your eyes
Off the shoulder jacket
I have never had it
So bad for anyone before 

To the girl with the chocolate eyes
Do you dream about me too 
Do you feel the same way about me
That I feel about you?
If I told you that I loved you, would you say you loved me too?
Or would you tell me something else and leave all my daydreams screwed?
I know you don't know you're beautiful
I wish that you could see
You are the most beautiful
You're the perfect girl for me

I've already told you I love you
But I don't know if you remember
It's been a long time since then
I think it was September
I told you again on Valentine's Day
But I was too scared to sign my name
I might tell you again, but maybe not

To the girl with the chocolate eyes
Do you dream about me too