Mistake

Everywhere I go.
The questions.
What happened to you?
Why are you so quiet all the time?
You used to be so happy?
I was abandoned.
I don't trust anybody.
I'm so sad.
I can't explain this feeling.
I'm so alone.
I tried to fix it.
I tried not to be so alone.
I tried so hard.
They lied.
They cheated.
They kicked me while I was down.
I trusted them all.
That was my mistake.
That's why I feel abandoned.
That's why I don't trust anybody.
That's why I'm so sad.
I'm sorry.
I know I shouldn't be but I am.
 I can't change that.
I made a mistake.
I don't feel worthy of my self.
I should be abandoned.
I shouldn't trust anybody.
I should be sad.
The plain truth is that's how I feel.
You're wasting your time.
I won't come around.
I won't.
You can try.
It won't work.
I made a mistake.
Please forgive me.