notes on crying

my eyes look greener when i cry,

but only in the mirror.

i think i'm pretty when i cry,

but only when i'm alone.

i never wear waterproof mascara,

because i like the way the regular kind

runs down my face. makes it all feel like a 

teenage girl moment, not an

emotional breakdown moment.

after 365 days of it, i still don't know

if my eyes look greener when i cry

because my rosy cheeks instill

contrast, or if they really are

that green. here's to 365 more to find out.

elise.writer

VT

15 years old

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