visual rings around my head

everything is so dark

and so blurry

like stars scattered everywhere and nowhere

I don't think I'm in control

something here is enlightening me

guiding my hands and my time and my mind towards the beginning of the end

the beginning of my end

I'm ending.

I'm done?

Is this it?

everything is so cloudy.

I can't remember the start or the end

the end isn't here yet but I feel it

no-one else here feels it.

But then who are you, who feels everything and nothing?

A tall, colorful and colorless stranger

Odorless and void of visual

I can't see you

I can only see your spirit

My spirit is leaking out of my skin

I'm hatching

I've done this before.

We've done this before.

I'm not sad, or scared, or angry

Or anything.

Or maybe I'm everything.

I can't remember the difference between my final form and what I've been all along

TheDemiDevil

MD

16 years old

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