I hate you.
I'm sure you know that I hate you but I just need to tell you
I don't hate easy
The same way I don't trust easy
Or get mad easy
Or love easy
But you made me trust you, then you made me love you, and somewhere along the way hate you
You made me do things and think things I never thought possible
You tore me down like constructors do to falling buildings
And the reason you did it is because you like watching me in pain
The reason you talked to me in the first place is because you knew you could make me fall again
And that's my fault
But I promise you that I will never fall again
You will never make my hands bleed from falling on hard concrete again
I won't have my hands held out in front of me anymore because I won't need to worry about you pushing me to the ground
My only fear is that you made me like you in the process
I can feel anger in my body and I've started fantasizing about making you hurt the way you made me hurt
It makes my blood boil and I think about it all the time
Is that dangerous? Are you scared?
Because I am
I think about ruining your life just to get a little satisfaction
A little peace at mind knowing I wasn't the only one that came out of this wounded
But will that help?
Maybe there's only one way to know
Do you wanna play a game with me? Or are you too scared?
Before you answer just remember I learned from the best
You.
So What will it be? Truth? Or Dare?
The choice is yours but each come with consequences as painful as the ache in my heart
Choose carefully
Hate Is A Powerful Thing
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