Pretending

I'm sure there is someone out there who is pretending.

Pretending to be ok, to be happy, to have a sense of humor. Just trying to not be serious at all so they will be liked. 

Everyday they go to school and put on a humor that doesn't fit them. They laugh with their friends who don't truly know who they are underneath all this fake. They wonder when things will get better. They continuously just keep thinking things will get better in high school. What if they don't? Then what?  Will they be mirisable for the eteretany of their life? They wonder day in and day out what's wrong with me? Has it always been this way or was it easier? 

They consider showing their serious and non-fake side but then there would be a lot of explaining on why they're not acting happy. So they just keep pretending. Pretending things will get better with time.
 

Natalia

VT

15 years old

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