Little She, Again

Here is a letter to you,
One you will never see.

Dear little she,
I'm so sorry about everything.
I wish I could have told you sooner,
But it wasn't mine to tell.
My sweet girl,
I don't think that I've ever thought of you as a cousin,
You've always been my little girl.
My treasure,
Something I wanted to wrap up and keep safe.
When you say you don't like it here,
I know you're just mad,
But I don't think you realise how much that hurts.
How I take everything to heart, every word you say,
Even if it's a dumb joke.
Someday baby,
I hope you'll be happy here,
And you won't feel so trapped.
But for now,
Just let me give you a hug,
Let me keep you safe.
I just want you to be happy and safe,
But those things are usually compleatly different.
My little she,
I love you so much,
Love... 
Your big cousin
 

It's the cat

VT

18 years old

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