Let Me Go

You pretended like you were my dream, 
But now I see you're a nightmare,
Pulling me apart by the seams,
Reality, a torment I can hardly bare.

How do you tell me how to live,
Dictate my every move,
Time for you to leave here,
I have become your doom.

How dare you tell me you care,
When you ripped my heart 
I have no more feelings to spare,
One day you'll see that too. 

You pretend like you were my dream,
But no i see you're a nightmare. 
Pulling me apart at the seams,
Reality I can hardly bare.

I turn around, begging you aren't there,
My life revolving around my fear
Creeping into my life,
No matter how hard I push you out.

You make my life a nightmare,
Your word leave me to scream and shout. 
I want you gone,
By the time my time is done.

I wish you would live a day through my eyes,
The torment and pain I have to hide behind.
Maybe if you saw my fear,
Your lessons would lose their meaning. 

You have me hanging my a strand,
A blancing act on show,
But I don't want to be your's no more,
Hoping one day you will let me go

You pretend like you were my dream,
But no I see you're a nightmare. 
Pulling me apart at the seams,
Reality I can hardly bare.

I try to move on,
But your monsters pull me back,
They live inside my body and brain
reminding me from where I came.