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Yellow
I lay between these yellow walls for hours on end
watching the analog clock just above my calender
watching the life that was once mine tick by without consequence
I wait for a phone call
but whos? -
unwanted
when you asked me why
i would do such a thing
i watched you cry
over nothingness
that used to be
something but is now only Me
i had no clever answer
or anecdote -
I used to dream in color
I used to see and dream in color
before all the days seemed to blend together
before staying awake became a chore
and trying to sleep became a war
between my irrational thoughts -
Dear DJT
how did this happen?
can you look me in the eyes
can you look ANYONE in the eyes
and say you are truly proud?
the answer
should be no
you should not be proud -
because you pretend
i hate you
i hate your perfect style
your perfect hair
your perfect body
your perfect life
i hate how easily you do things
i hate how much people love you -
ashes
she watches as the ashes fall
sinking
slowly
into the earth where they will lay
and slowly fade as all things do
engulfed by time and age
by hope
and loss