Calico Frost

Calico Frost

VT

13 years old

Posts

  • Underwater

    Underwater

    it's nearly silent

    incredibly quiet

    all sharp sounds softened by the waves.

    Underwater

    all of the loud, nagging noises of life fades into a faint murmur

    bearable for once.

    Underwater

  • Ad Astra

    Ad astra

    Latin for to the stars

    something that we've never done yet

    but we've gone near.

    We've never gone to the stars

    we've reached the not-quite-emptiness that surrounds them.

  • Anticipating

    I don't know what this is

    whether it's summer really sinking in

    or if it's something else

    something more

    something worse.

    I don't want to turn into this

    a puddle of negative feelings and boredom.

Loves

  • It's hard

    It's hard

    It's really hard

    When there are so many people to balance all the time

    So many personalities

    So many conversations

    Overlapping

    Talking over each other

    So many big emotions

  • Boundless

    Today I woke up.

    I stretched my arms,

    brushed my teeth.

    Just as I did every morning.

    Except, something was different today.

    I opened the foggy window

    and took a look outside.

  • I think

    I think you make me really happy

    I think it’s sort of all-consuming

    I think I want to be with you every second

    Of every day

    I think maybe what keeps me up at night

    Is replaying you

    Replaying us

  • A few Julys ago

    Remember the girl?


     

    She’s in second grade,

    Maybe

    Blond brown curls

    Blue green eyes.


     

    She’s sitting on the top metal pole of the fence

    Chipped green paint

  • Childhood obsession

    A childhood obsession, sure.

    That's how it started.

    But it's all I am -

    It's who I am -

    It's the deepest

    Truest

    Version of myself I could possibly be.

    The notebook.

    Stats and tracking

  • Party of One

    I can talk to myself forever

    when there's no one else around and it's just me in my head

    we have fun

    I can do any topic you want, come on

    pick a card

    pick a card

    pick a face