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I was
I was...what was I?
I was happy.
I was free.
I had such a rush of a year
That I forgot...everything else.
Full steam ahead
Days blurring
Like a train.
Plowing through.
I warned myself.
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Did I really?
You said
I seemed relaxed.
Not tense,
Like I feel,
Constantly.
Not curled up into a tight little ball
Against the world.
You said
I seemed loose.
I don't feel loose
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How do I say goodbye?
Culmination.
Wrap-up.
Climax.
Soon to be the end.
The end of what felt like forever.
How do I tie up the ends of my life like this?
How do I say goodbye
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Guilty Pleasures
Guilty pleasures.
I know they are.
I know I shouldn't.
I know all this.
Do I listen?
No.
Have I ever listened?
No.
Checking the doc.
Not active anymore.
Hadn't been
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Anymore
I don't know you anymore.
I learned this
Today.
Gone is the silly boy
As tall as I was
That purple beanie obsession
We all shared -
Tank tops in summer, Crocs all year round,
Not anymore.
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Bari Incredible
You stand up
To take a solo.
Before, I've always smiled
At it.
Seeing you solo
Is incredible -
Just watching you -
I may not know you,
But I know you
By how you play.
Loves
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This is really goodbye
I've grieved this relationship a million times, a million ways, yet it was always somehow easier because I knew you would come back. I knew how to play my cards so I could be assured that you were hooked as much as I am.
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The Road that Remembers
I live for these moments.
Moments that make you forget anything but remember everything all at once.
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One More Time
for one more time
i will sit in the same place
as I have for so longfor one more time
i will be the people
i've grown to know
love and hate -
Plans
Planning
Every day
Every chance that is given
Scheduling
Organizing RSVPs
Bugging people to respond.
Talking to the caterer -
We can have bourekas after all -
And studying
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That smile
I play for a lot of things.
That smile is one of them.
When we're doing something right
And you take fast four into two
And you're smiling and grinning and in full control
And we're not falling apart
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A Girl Can Dream
When I saw you
No, not when I
saw you
But when I
saw you.
That was when I knew that there was something among me that needed you
always
to be
near me