QueenBee

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

Posts

  • Horror

    I watched a horror movie at a birthday party

    a hangout with my girlfriends

    I like being scared

     

    We had fun

    not thinking about we'd have to

    go home

    alone

  • I love you

    I will start right off by saying

    this is about you

    not him

    although I love all my friends

    I think we need a little extra here so

    I got defensive too.

    I got angry too.

    I always do.

  • Balance beam

    I'm walking on a balance beam

    I knew this would happen.

    We all work so hard for this

    You do too

    We try to include everything

    Every article

    Every story

    We can't

    We have page limits.

  • Used to

    I used to love fall

    nostalgia, pretty leaves

    now time flies faster.

    I used to have friends who visited my house

    just to say hi

    who biked by

    without a trace of jealousy of any boys I liked

  • Rice and bean soup

    I had rice and bean soup for dinner

    the rice was swirling in the broth

    there was a single bean in my spoon

    and just as I thought

    I am the bean

    the bean sunk beneath the surface.

Loves

  • Safe space

    My virtual home

    where I can make my words dance and no one can change the choreography

    where I can be loved by other people like me

    where I can realize that I'm not as alone in the world as I originally thought

  • Walking home

    This is when all my thoughts merge

    into one big cloud

    chasing me everywhere

    demanding things

    this is when I answer

    when I walk home

    when I contemplate reality

    life

    existence in general

  • Chorus

    I shouldn't like it but I do,

    a drip of poison or 2.

     

    You love me,

    and I love you.

     

    4 years is too long to wait,

    I need you now,

    let me get a taste.