The words
They lack meaning
Yet they continue to repeat
Like tapping on a drum
Melodic and timed
Yet so imperfect
Empty sounds of years replaying
Ive said a million times
Yet it still means nothing
A rhythm matching my heart
Heavy it weighs in my chest
Yet there's no life, no pulse
There's no more love in
"I love you"
I've recently found myself back in my shell
Pretending to be someone I'm not
And I think I know why.
I've pulled back from people
Only interacting with animals and strangers online
I'm opening my phone
To nothing
No messages, no emails, no missed calls,
All I'm getting is radio silence
The sinking feeling in my heart returned
The one where you know something is wrong
Stinging my eyes
The tears come
Pouring down
Relentlessly.
Still breathing
Still warm
Yet dead
To me
And me alone.
Grief floods me
Again
I'm drowning
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