I love you

The words

They lack meaning 

Yet they continue to repeat 

 

Like tapping on a drum

Melodic and timed

Yet so imperfect

 

Empty sounds of years replaying 

Ive said a million times 

Yet it still means nothing 

 

A rhythm matching my heart

Heavy it weighs in my chest

Yet there's no life, no pulse

 

There's no more love in

"I love you"

Bee.Lover

VT

16 years old

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    For years when I would look at your face, I saw my future, my life, my whole world in your eyes, but today I for once just saw your face. The same lips that I had once longed to kiss, the same eyes that I would get lost in, yet I felt nothing.

  • Counting backwards

    I'll push my dull heart down

    Anytime you need me to

    And you'll never hear me

    Beg you under my breath 

    Not to leave me

     

    You looked at me

    Like I'm a horrible 

    Burden just now

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    I look in the mirror 

    Like any girl my age

    But I'm repulsed in horror 

    At what is on stage

     

    I look at those numbers 

    Wait for them to go down again 

    114, 113, 112