Ignored

I can say thousands of words, but you don't even hear one...

I can scream at the top of my lungs, but you ignore me...

I could have tears streaming down my face, but its still always about you...

It hurts because...

I listen to you even when you have nothing to say...

I hear your words by just looking at you...

I ask you if you're okay even when you're smiling...

So why...

Why do you ignore me?

You tell me I can tell you anything but when I try you tell me to stop talking...

I try to hold back my tears and my fears because yes, I'm scared to lose you...

Maybe that's why I try so hard to keep you happy...

But what about me?

Don't I deserve to be happy too?