I'm doing my best...

When you don't talk to me during class i think you hate me...

When you sit next to me, but don't say a word I think that you're just pretending to be my friend...

I try and try to make you smile, but when you don't i know its my fault...

What did I say?

What did I do?

How can I make this better?

Do they hate me?

Did they ever even like me in the first place?

Says the voices in my head, there is no stopping them, not even when the world goes silent, they are still there... telling me its my fault, I could have done better...

And I know its all true

I sit in my room, lights off, door locked, and i am curled up in my bed crying...

Thinking about all the mistakes I've made, not just today, but throughout my whole life...

I know its my fault, I know, I'm doing my best I swear...

I'm sorry